I love my life!

2007-09-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

Here i am, sitting alone in a world of my own. Trying to get away from reality for a little while. Having my own cup of mocha frappuccino, every sip of it felt refreshing. As i continued to be in my own world, sometimes, it might seem like having time with yourself is like "what a thing to do". But sometimes, it seems like "a thing to do".

I wished i could turn to god for answers, answers which i could never have known. Answers which might give me comfort, answers to the many questions that i have. At least by knowing the answers, i would be prepared for what will happen, what to expect. But i guess if i knew the answers too early, then i would probably have less faith in god.

Whether or not i know the answers, i'll eventually know it one day. But i'll continue to have faith and believe that the day when my questions are answered, i'll be happy with it and to put on a smile saying "i've finally gotten my answers".

I'll look forward to that very day....

2007-08-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i've posted something! haha well, since it's holidays now, i guess i'll be more free to blog.

Hmm, guess the first thing that i want to say is... ITS FINALLY HOLIDAYS! Though it will only be 3 weeks. At the same time, it also marks the end of my first semester! Well, i would say i have many fond memories during this period of time. I really got to make many new friends, especially the class of W35N!

Well, it certainly has been a pleasant journey being in the same class with you guys.
The laughter and fun that we shared i'll never forget.

I hope when second semester starts, my class would be one without irritating, annoying, lazy, prideful and vulgar people.
If not, i 'd rather stick to W35N (:

2007-08-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

Well, today has been an awesome day! (: First of all, it is a SUNDAY! Sundays are always an awesome day because i get to go to church, see the christians and the TEENS! Today, 3 brothers did an awesome job by preparing breakfast for the rest of the teens!(haha you all should know who the 3 awesome brothers are!) Sincere apologies for being real late for the devo! But still, we had a great time singing to god and praying to him. All the smiles and laughter would have stirred elation in the angels above. It was really great to see many people at the devo. Everyone sang their hearts out eventhough the weather was rather HOT! I'm sure everyone enjoy the meal that was prepared for them! (:

Secondly, today is clarence baptism! Another brother added into the kingdom of god! AWESOME! It was really touching to hear his dad sharing about him and how they both faced their struggles and finally turning to god. Way to go, brother! (:

Oh yes, my relatives came to my church today and both my cousins andre and christian were there too! haha! They both grow really fast, especially andre, who is now so tall, that he is almost taller than most of the sisters, actually all of the sisters! =P haha! And the thing is, he is only 11! Well, i was glad to see both of them, though i prefered andre than christian (because of how naughty christian is), but he is cute! haha

I enjoyed singing all the songs that we sang, playing daidee, just being out of ourselves. My day ended with a good note (: Most sincere apologies for being late for devo, but i hope the breakfast made up for it!

2007-07-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

Last night, i realised that i have a rather good memory and that felicia has a better memory!

Last night, it was as though i had relived that past

Last night, i was very encouraged by my AWESOME date!

Last night was an AWESOME night

What we talked about and laughed about, it was all memories from the past. And i'm glad that we had a memorable past to remember, one we could talk about, one we could laugh about and one we could reflect on. It was really refreshing to hear each other just share about what we remembered about the past, the fun we had, the ups and downs, almost everything under the sun!

Being able to share about our families, our struggles and how much we really appreciate the people around, it was just so... WOW! We could have continued on for hours and hours! Listening to the many stories in your life, i am so inspired by how you've grown up so much. Thank you for the many encouragements and even for the card you wrote to me (:

I'll look forward to 5 years later! haha

2007-07-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

Since i'm at mac now AGAIN to submit my RJ, i shall just add a new post.

Oh well, today has not been a good day. I really looked forward to the lesson today. I was ready to learn something new today. But something prevented me from doing so, or i should say someone. And so, I couldn’t really learn much today.

During the start of the day, it wasn’t that bad. We still managed to talk, but very minimal. It was only when in the second meeting when we had to do our worksheet. He did not want to be part of the discussion, instead he went into his own world. Finding out his own resources, while we, stared at the worksheet blindly. We didn’t know how to do, we asked for help but it didn’t came. All he gave us was silence.

Then when it came down to the presentation part, he told us he will only do one slide and that’s it. And that is the slide that he put in himself. We did the rest, but we didn’t know anything about it. I was trying hard to understand, only did I understood certain parts when Kenny came and explained to us, but still, that was it.

We looked like stupid idiots presenting our slides and just saying out whatever is on the slides with no explaination whatsoever. You could have just told us you don't want to work with us and go to some other team, i'd rather you do that then stay in the team, giving some stupid attitude. At the end of the day, i felt sad, sad for you. I dont lose anything even if you do nothing and just show your attitude all day long. Actually i shouldn't even get affected by you, because its your OWN PROBLEM and i have nothing to do with you. So, feel free to continue to show your attitude next time, i'll be smiling at you instead (:

2007-07-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

I'm at mac now. Sitting down with my face not being able to put up a smile. To think that i would actually come all the way here just to use the internet. My internet got cut. And i couldn't submit my RJ. The thought of going to mac to submit my RJ struck me in seconds. But when i reached mac, it was sad only to realise that submission was long closed. I forgot that submission usually closes at 2259 for this module. Oh well, i still did send a mail to my facilitator ith my RJ attached to it ):

2007-07-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hello! Today is a very SHIOK day! Iactually had the thought of not going to school, but after coming to school, i'm glad i didnt' chose to stay home. Today's module is enterprise. Basically what we did today was to come up with our own resume, and 5 of us were picked to be interviewed. And i was one of the 5. How lucky! haha

Other than that, this was basically what we did for the day. Oh yes, our break was till 3pm instead of 230. Today felt more like a day for us to chill and relax rather than be stressed with our powerpoint presentation(we were asked to come up with 2 slides only). How LOVELY! haha i hope everyday can be like today itself. Then i would really love school and would make every effort to come school daily! (:

I LOVE YOU, MUM

2007-07-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hearing cries from the room, i was curious to know what was happening. It has been a long time since i've heard my mum cry out so badly, something bad must have happened. When the dad told me about the news, i was shocked. That totally explained why my mum broke down in tears so badly. To know that someone whom means so much to you has been contracted with cancer, and not being able to be with that someone, you really feel so much pain emotionally. Morever, that someone was the one who took care of you and watched you grow up to whom you've become now.

It is really a devastating thing to know that someone you love so much is having such an illness now. I know it wont be easy for my mum to take it, but i'll be with her as much i can and through this period of time. Who she needs now most is the family and we will definitely be there for her. I don't know how the situation is currently but i pray that everything will be fine. At the end of the day, i'll just leave everything to god and let him decide on what will happen next.

HELLO!

2007-07-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! My name is shawn. And i am spastic. I don't know why i've been called spastic, but i guess i just am cause people acknowledges that. Since this is my first post, and not many people know (or perhaps only one person knows right now) about it, i shall just continue to keep everyone in the dark till i figure out about the complications. Maybe after that i'll let my blog be known. Till then (: